SuccubyArt

finally updated as much as i could (not including some rickorty arts for obvious reasons) so now i can either disappear once again for who knows how long or try to keep my socials up to date like i used to.

shit part is that im barely drawing anymore if its not for commissions because im in a financial bind. and at the same time, im neither mentally nor emotionally unwell when it comes to my art; having been unable to make a successful career out of it for a decade and a half (over 14yrs to be exact) and just restarting over and over, hoping from one niche or fandom to another with very little success.

i vented on twitter about it [https://twitter.com/MotherNoroi/status/1657323624012075008] if you wish to read my thoughts but tldr is im unable to find joy in drawing anymore and its a real struggle for me to do so because its lacking validation. very petty and almost a first world problem i know but its needed to start a career and to make a job out of a talent or skill.

i understand now that my art is of no interest to anybody but close friends so thats sadly more reason for me to not draw anymore or at least, draw less than what i was already.

sucks too cause my resolution for this year was to finish any wips ive had on the side and i was doing well with my first 3-4 but again, no interest from people = no interest from me. i'll still try but ofc that just means more unfinished series of drawings from me.

crippling depression semi aside, idk what i'll do. i have less than a year now before i move back home where i'll be online alot less than i am now. oh well.

"aprovechame hoy, porque en un año me voy."

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